Distant lately. Sorry for that. Just dealing with some shit I suppose. Getting better though :)

One day at a time.

Missing my pony. Very much. Missing my Aiken. I think I'll go for a visit this week, assuming school lets up a bit.

One more year and I'm done...then what? No clue. The world is my oyster...which sucks, cause I hate oysters. So if the world could be my giant peanut butter cup, that would be way better :)

Being an only child is a funny thing. Your family is so small, but close. There are times when I resent having such a small family. I wonder why I don't have siblings or even close extended family to share in life after the older generations are gone. It's weird to think of it this way and at such a young age. But I lost a set of grandparents who were like a second mom and dad to me. It was shocking to say the least for me, but especially my parents. They've started moving assets around and making plans to ensure that should something happen, I'm not too lost on what to do. It's a morbid thought, talking about all that. My parents are 47 and 52...not that old really when compared with the rents of other people my age. But I'm the only one left with the candle burning when they go..

Makes me sad to think about...

Then I recognize the bond that we share. It's different than big families. Not better or worse, just different. A different that i wouldn't trade. My world would certainly be lacking something.

My cough is still here. Not much better yesterday. Glad to have gotten the test results. But wanting to speed along in the "now what's wrong" phase.

My cats are extra cute today. If it turns out that I'm allergic to them, I'll get shots and what not...but I'm not giving up my kitties...especially Moxie. She's the size of a large sugar glider...and acts like one too :) I love her. We've been through so much. I could never ever get rid of her.

Due to some very fucking shady behavior of a once-said friend, this journal is no longer open to the public. Once-said friend snooped through someone-else's life and used it to hurt me and others. He did this through the information the someone-else provided to forums, journals, etc. He's not the most computer litterate, so it must have been easy. Guard what you say. Know whom you are saying it to. Be wise...the world is small.

Thank you for understanding.

E-mail or comment to be added if I missed any of you darlings out there.